ALBAYRAK: "He was beyond their understanding."
and the conqueror of the universe born in spring of
237 B.U (Before Universe) you calculate how old I am.
Moreover, I do not know which planet I came from. One
thing is certain that not from the one I am on right
now. Started to write with a laptop found in a dustbin
while he was a bum for the last 300 years.
to hate and hate to love; controversy and electronic
dreams, controversy, mad production of the capitalist
world he was born into. Justice for all or just-ice
for your drink on the house, love is not stronger then
pride and "nothing is true but everything is permitted".
Sometimes sad and unhappy although always with a smile.
The make up maybe flaking but the smile still stays
and speaks by being whole hearted. I was reborn with
a message on a pamphlet of a CD. Here it goes:
to find Him on the Christian cross, but He was not there;
I went to the Temple of the Hindus and the old pagodas,
but I could not find a trace of Him anywhere.
searched on the mountains and in the valleys but neither
in the heights nor in the depths was I able to find
Him. I went to Caaba in Mecca, but He was not there
I questioned the scholars and philosophers but He was
beyond their understanding.
I then looked into my heart and it was there where he
dwelled that I saw Him; He was nowhere else to be found.
* * * * *
I was born
in 1972 and raised in Istanbul, Turkey and moved to
United States in 1992. My mother tongue is supposed
to be Turkish but somehow I am better in expressing
myself in English. I studied all kinds of majors at
different universities in the east coast. A big time
traveler but limited with the Western world only. The
east began to call for me after witnessing the historical
changes that changed all our lives as westerners. The
spiritual and energy studies are the last stop after
searching for answers although it is hard to define
the question. The motivation during my yoga meditations
and spiritual matters began when a good friend told
me these lines: "Think about a car passing by your
street. If you are on the first floor, the timing of
the car will have three different time frames. The car
coming along has past time, present time, and a future
time. However, if you are on the top floor there is
only one that is the present time."
I am always at the present and live the moment by enjoying it
very much. The past is out of order and the future has
not got any meaning if you cannot live the present.
Therefore, I write and write...
I usually write fiction stories and make researches accordingly among the
oldest phlisophical matters and phenomenons. I currently
reside in Istanbul. I went to college in Boston, and
lived all over states for the past six years Then I
got lost in a few places in South America. I studied
almost about everything from Architecture, History of
arts, Engineering to International business. So every
piece of education became a whole and I was made out
of all those pieces.
One day I became and I am still trying to find out what
I became. There is a saying, it goes like this: Do not
ask yourself what I became, but ask yourself what will