EGOCENTRIC
Babur ALBAYRAK
And why? I come along ruthless people before but this was
the highest limit. People running after perfection spends
a lot of time telling themselves that they are perfect
and forget how simple it is to be perfect. They try so
hard and spend and waste more and more resources that
one-day they run out. I have been there before but I never
stepped on people around me. Somehow I have been stepped
on by the people around me. I am full of rage towards
these people. It is not like I hate them. It is that they
hate me, which is the most interesting part. They enjoy
stepping on me to make a high of themselves. I cannot
be a step of their ladder, which they use to climb up.
All the people I know as a friend has done the same thing.
Step on one jump up to another one, that simple, works
just like a computer game somehow they forget to save
their games and start from level one each day. By the
time they reach perfection the day comes to end and they
are perfect when they go to sleep. Unfortunately they
spend their energy on sleeping. They wake up in the morning
and everything is in place for them to feed their ego,
which is bigger than themselves, and they start climbing.
They forget others or the others have not got any meaning
for them. They are so called nobody as soon as they start
working for them. Just like useless or you have not got
any value to begin with, they are used and abused. They
out there but I am not going to spend my energy to fight
to get things right. Whatever will be, will be. Ego is
not child’s play, could be a deadly weapon in the
wrong hands. This a major issue, the world is more complicated
and becomes more corrupt along with people like this.
I
say be afraid who says I am perfect or be afraid when
their ego is out of control. The ticket you will get is
one way. There is not any return, the negative sight they
have leave you with less plus than minus. It will not
matter how good you do it, you will end up with nothing,
trust me I am sure. So stop trying from the first day,
stay away because to start something is not finishing
half way for them, for you it is only a waste of energy
and time.
And
one important notice; DO NOT BE ONE OF THEM by helping them you ruin your own world
and you become one of them by helping them serve their
purpose.
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