I have been pondering what has really changed in the
human soul and mind since our existence!
Is there really a major difference, which we can easily
identify between the long Emperor/Kingdom periods, and
today's international political practices which are
generally defined as "diplomacy"? Has the
essential aim of gaining power, the manipulation and
expansion of it, changed to any degree in favor of the
whole world population? How strong or effective a role
does the UN or other international NGOs play to change
this pattern in favor of all people, without concern
for boundaries for all nations on Earth?
we haven't made any progress for the greater good, for
humanity's future, to sustain a security for all people
and for the Earth, then what is our place on this Earth
meant to be? Just to be a constant consumer to make
reach only multi-national corporations and to be used
as pawn whenever it is needed???
are we here? Have you ever asked this question yourself?
has this unacceptable disproportionate power and wealth
distribution been going on for so long? Why can't the
majority of the people of the world obtain sufficient
resources for their health, education, growth, social
life and to better their living conditions?
has become more manipulative than ever in all of our
the name of "business" or "national security"
or "saving marriage" or "religions"
or "traditional/ moral values" or almost anything
else, formulas are devised to mask pure one-sided profit.
To make its appearance acceptable to the public, rules
are set up, policies to shape all moral values, create
double standards, and expectations of young generations...
These have been set up only to serve the elite, the
%1 percent of "world leading families's power,
who rules the world basically in each country so eagerly,
selfishly and in such a destructive way... Just see
the following annual military spending statistics on
the Global and Federal level. This will clarify all mists and fogs on how our world has been
ruling, what is the main agenda, what is important for
the rulers, and what the policy makers really care about
just compare the annual Federal and Global Military
Spending budgets with health, education, hunger, innovation,
Global Military Spending:
U.S. and Allies: ($343 billion & Allies: $205
billion=) $548 billion.
Russia: $60 billion,
China: $42 billion,
Axis of Evil: $12 billion per year.
Annual Federal Spending:
$343 billion for only Pentagon;
$39 billion: Children's Health;
$34 billion: K-12 Education;
$6 billion: Head Start;
$2 billion: to reduce our reliance on oil;
$1 billion: World Hunger.
( Source: TrueMajority.com)
There is only one way out from this structure, which
is to decrease all the existing Federal & Global
Military budgets, and increase the rest against it,
so that we can turn all mankind's mind and soul towards
a better future, and create a world that is a nourishing
home for each of us. No one should be allowed to have power
by taking it away from others and creating a one-sided
one has lifted up a layer from this centuries old and
vertically thick and highly unjust masked structure,
and its oligarchic as well as hierarchical system, what
we see is that only CAPITAL or MONEY counts! Capital
can buy everything: A President, A Trial, A Country,
A War, A Nation, anything you can name... Or it can
throw away leaders, governments, so on and so forth...
should ask the following questions in order to define
our reasons to be in this world and act accordingly:
Who are we? What do we do? What is our goal in life?
What is our mission in this life? How long will we sleep
through this nationally and globally unbalanced and
completely unjust power structure! How are we going
to be able to change this unjust power structure to
balance it in favor of all people on the Earth?
* * *
I personally declare that I do not know who am I, where
I came from, what is my full capacity, or why some
ideas motivate me, what I'd like to do with my life,
what my goal or my mission is in this life? Or why the
Great Creator bothered to take some time to send me
to this planet? I am seeking some responses to
these questions within Light Millennium's abstract concept
as well as within its practices...
course and without doubt, I know where I was born, who
my mom-dad, sisters-brothers, relatives, are, where
I was raised, which school I attended - graduated, where
I worked etc. All that can be easily tracked down and
there is no secret or a hidden agenda behind it to look
at it. We are able to define or trace most things
like these in our personal life.
trying to understand and know about our existence in
the line of "who are we?" and "who
will we be?" These questions will help us to hold
our head up and look at the Sky as well as beyond the
"hobbies" or "interest areas" are
the most powerful tools in terms of dealing with and
getting through our day-by-day burdens, but they also
help us to know our self and inner expectations much
* * *
is a writing adventure... I do not know where it is
going to take me or to which conclusion but I am aware
of one thing from the very beginning. The general terms
of "hobby" and "interest areas"
or "ideas" or "dreams" or
"senses" these all play a great role for the
conclusion of how to find out our greater role in this
can easily talk more about what I do not like in our
current world and what effects me so negatively and
withdraws all my hope and energy, sensing that we are
a pawn for this very capital oriented system and nothing
counts beside capital or the dollar!
am trying to get more insightful experience, trying
to understand better how our mind has been shaped, and
what has been directly and indirectly reflected, imposed
and ordained for us! I may never able to come up a solid
idea on that because it is like a billion particulars,
or dust, which is observed by everything around us.
Thus it won't be easy to single it out...
some self-assessments may help us to understand "One's-Self"
and to find out an abstract response on "Who are
we? If not, at least this may help us to foresee ourselves
to reference, "who will we be? - question.
self-assessments, we can list so many ordinary questions
and related answers such as what we really like to do,
what we don't like to do, why's, what are our interest
areas, favorite colors, films, authors, documentaries,
cities or hobbies, dreams, ideas, ideal leaders or are
you happy being yourself or if not, what would be the
first three things you would change in your life if
expand all these questions to your family, neighbors,
city, and country and on to the world?
try to find out ideas; interest areas, hobbies and dreams/ideals
in your life and ideas, which do not belong to your
family, education system or your circle of friends etc...
Followingly, clarify and define it in yourself.
Also ask yourself another question: Did that part of
you become a part of your life because of necessity,
pressure, workforce or living conditions or something
else? Can you remember its first development in you?
When did you feel at first? Now, how do you expand it
to the other levels of your life?
you can clarify these interests within your self, then
you will move to another level to find out some more
connections which we may never able to proof... Still
it is worth it to look for an answer to these basic
questions in order to understand our connection with
our planet as well as with the Universe.
my early childhood, I have questioned everything around
me and not been able to trust anyone. This wasn't
taught to me. There was one main reason that caused
me to be that way for all of my childhood and youth.
It was a question I did not have the courage to ask
anyone within my family. We were living in Koyulhisar-Sivas. I was
the oldest child of four by then. My mom was 22
years old when she had her 4th child. My dad was frequently
traveling for his business. So as the oldest child of
home, I had to do all the shopping for our home, even
though I was 5 or not more than 6 years old.
knew my dad and me in the town. Many of the shop-owners
asked me if I was the daughter of my dad's first wife,
who committed suicide in the Kelkit river in Yukarikale,
and drowned. I had no idea about it.
I graduated elementary school in Koyulhisar, my family
moved to Istanbul. In later years, my mother's youngest
brother told us during a family gathering that, "when
Bircan was a baby, I always took her on a tour
on my shoulder in the village. Because Necla (my mom's
name) needed some help to take care of youngest brothers.
time, I learned that when she committed suicide she
had a daughter (some say two daughters and she drowned
with the 2 months old one, but I've never been able
to verify this). The store owner knew this but I did
not, and he planted a question in my mind which lasted
more than 10 years... How could I ask to my mom if
she was my real mom or not? Or whether I was her step-daughter?
How could a little girl deal with such a question and
situation if nobody had ever mentioned it or prepared
her for it in the family. When I was around 15 years
old, I started to seek an answer to this question from
distant relatives who told me that after she committed
suicide, her daughter died two months later, and that
family took care of the baby for those two months.
somehow I needed to get an answer from my mom. At one
of the family reunions in Istanbul, when I was 17, I
finally put all my courage together and asked my mom
my long lasting question. She then showed me her notebook,
where she had written the birth-dates when each of her
children was born. Following mine, there were 6 more
birth-dates and all were in my mom's handwriting. After
seeing my mom's note-book, I finally was completely
relieved from that question...
* * *
Based on this very personal experience, there is no
proof able measure or fact that to find out how one
question can effect or change's one child's growth and
her struggles to figure out the truth.
this in mind, I realize more and more that, one simple
question or an honest suggestion or a positive critique
or not-so-positive critique can affect us more greatly
then we can imagine... Therefore, I assume that everyone
may have something very personal in their life which
may have affected and formed their soul and mind as
well as the way they look at the world. Searching for
what affected us while we were growing up or what may
have irritated our personalities may be one way to go
in terms of coming face to face within oneself. Once
you are transparent within self, then you can clarify
things around you better and be the director of your
life despite whatever difficulties may be surrounding
* * *
Light Millennium was born, I determined to direct these
questions to myself, "WHO ARE WE?" and "WHO
WILL WE BE", as well as to all from the Light Millennium's
homepage. I am aware that there is not one response
or that there may not be a definite response whatsoever.
Still we need to expand this conciseness in order to
foresee and understand beyond the boundaries and reach
a better understanding of ourselves as well as of our
strongly than ever, my senses advise me that we do not
belong only to one nation or culture but to this universe
and furthermore no one belongs to only one planet. There
should be life on other planets and our quest and aim
should be to meet other existences in this universe...
This idea leads me to a new question, which is: When
will we meet with other existences? Where? How long
will it take?
there are frequently or from time to time visits to
Earth by other existences, then when will this information
be declared to the public?
will our education process begin to prepare and adjust
all people for these possibilities?
all people are ONE. All existing religions' essences
are in one way or another a way to serve ONE GREATER
GOOD and ONLY when you put all slices together, which
then combines and conveys all to ONE ESSENCE, which
helps us to understand better, WHO ARE WE? WHY ARE WE
HERE? WHAT IS OUR MISSION? And, WHO WILL WE BE?
is another question, which is hanging in my mind: WHY
HAS OUR EARTH BEEN OVERTAKEN BY EVILS FOR SO LONG? Or
WHEN WILL WE ABLE TAKE IT BACK FROM THE EVILS? What
has been happening since the beginning of our existence,
and for most of the 20th Century as well as the beginning
of the 21st Century, are all clear proof that our World
has been taken by Evils for too long.
are so many other channels and ideas which have been
emerging and creating an alternative common consciousness,
energy and concept towards the same idea: WE ARE ALL
ONE and WE BELONG NOT ONLY TO THIS PLANET BUT TO THIS
* * *
a conclusion, I strongly sense and feel that, there
are other and much stronger forces within the self than
family or formal education, or other types of manipulations.
to the front my inner sense helps me to serve my soul
and recover it from all possible damage that enables
me reach out more and connect in this purpose during
my stay on this planet.
I imagine myself, who will I be or how will I like to
live in a future life in any planet in the universe,
which may be a couple hundred or thousands of years
ahead of our time...
in this way is more satisfactory than anything else.
Thus I will continue to seek possible answers to all
the above questions as well as to continue for the realization
of the Light Millennium's mission and expanding its
concept until the end of my life.
my life time, if I am able to elevate the Light Millennium
to a higher dimension and make it effective worldwide
as ONE VOICE OF ALL PEOPLE and A GLOBAL ORCHESTRA, then
I also aim to activate another global project which
will be a direct investment for future generations and
global peace in real, concrete action, world-wide. The
premise of the next project is to open a global foster
house and school ONLY FOR POOR CHILDREN from 3 years
old until their graduation from college or university,
which will be on 6 continents and within a multi-language
during this process and after I have gone, I hope that
my children, circle of LM global friends and all who
have peace within themselves, will continue to contribute
to towards LM's mission, to create both a global positive
and effective energy as ONE-SOUL AND VOICE for better
tomorrows, as well as to invest in real world solutions
for global peace by maintaining and providing global
foster houses and schools for poor children in 6 continents.
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© Bircan Unver, The Light Millennium, July 5, 2003,